well, apparently i'm a bad mother because here i am again, whining in my blog instead of doing something constructive like figuring out how to put my kid to sleep without having to resort to hitting him over the head.

though it is far too late for naptime.

(and far too early for bedtime)

( i need to figure out what the fuck i'm doing. )

It's 4:25 in the afternoon and I'm drinking straight from the bottle.